Sunday, August 16, 2009
Today, it rained. I went out running in there. i wish i could stay there longer. i mean, i never get sick so easily. Not like i wanted to, but its been veeerrrryy long since it rained. Rain is my friend. Darkness is my best friend. i havent been blogging since so long ago. thanks to the fact that i had no access to the internet! (Or i was busy?) Grr.. but recently could surf and i was "busy" facebooking. I am being more emotional these days.. Lalalaa. Literally emotional.. I could be soo high and soo low.. too bad i missed the chance when i was in the proper state to start some slashing. i felt so horrible then. And disgusted by my presence. I mean, what i only heard in my brain was all those words telling me that i was surplus and whatever. Well, they didnt. i overread betweent the lines. But wont they just LOVE IT when they see me hurt. I am sooooo not deserved to be cared about that i'd bet even if i die, they would laugh. They would joke that he's better without me. YESYES! he IS better without me. Hahahaaaah. C'mon, im destroying myself. Arent there anything you wanna say to me..? Tell me to go to hell, me attention seeker..? what i can say is. Really..? I want to too. YES i am so insignificant. But im not trying to seek attention. First, i wanna waste space that i finally own. I dont wanna continue. Cuz i needa go. Peeekers are bugggginnn meeee. Tata! :D
BTW, I LOVE JOSEPHINE YEE
LOVE&JOY
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