Thursday, April 30, 2009
Today, was alright.. No point elaborating on what happened.. Cuz i guess if you are reading this, then you might be knowing what happened today.
The days are filled with laughter,
Always so fake..
Why is there only that once,
That is so genuine...?
I want to be happy,
I want to relax..
But i feel im getting worse..
Doing others instead of my best..
But now i feel the pain..
When i see the score..
What laughter i made..
Was something so dead.
I want to work hard...
Absorb all i can take..
But its really too late..
The time has passed..
I cant study....
It wont help..
I dont do visualisation..
Its the hearing that counts..
What am i going to do...?
Im lost....
LOVE&JOY
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