Sunday, August 23, 2009
I was just wondering why blogger looks so weird now. I mean, when blogging. Like when im typing, now. Okay I should wonder why I even bothered to blog?? Its either im really bored or i have something to say. Its kind of like both. But i prefer not to speak so much. Many things i choose to forget. Nobody gets everything they want in every way. No one. So no one shall get to know unless they talk to me or... well, they already know.
I hate it really much when the internet suddenly goes off. Knowing that i am using it, why still do this kind of things??? I am FRUSTRATED and ANNOYED by your childish doings. By doing this will make me hate you more instead of wanting to talk to you more. You idiot. You seriously think this is going to closen our ties isnt it. WELL IM TELLING YOU, ITS NOT! I'M SO WISHING YOU'D FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE BECAUSE I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS ANGRY BEFORE!
Okay im alright now.. x.x
I dont wish to talk anymore.. I'm tired.....
LOVE&JOY
«8:11 PM»
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Today, it rained. I went out running in there. i wish i could stay there longer. i mean, i never get sick so easily. Not like i wanted to, but its been veeerrrryy long since it rained. Rain is my friend. Darkness is my best friend. i havent been blogging since so long ago. thanks to the fact that i had no access to the internet! (Or i was busy?) Grr.. but recently could surf and i was "busy" facebooking. I am being more emotional these days.. Lalalaa. Literally emotional.. I could be soo high and soo low.. too bad i missed the chance when i was in the proper state to start some slashing. i felt so horrible then. And disgusted by my presence. I mean, what i only heard in my brain was all those words telling me that i was surplus and whatever. Well, they didnt. i overread betweent the lines. But wont they just LOVE IT when they see me hurt. I am sooooo not deserved to be cared about that i'd bet even if i die, they would laugh. They would joke that he's better without me. YESYES! he IS better without me. Hahahaaaah. C'mon, im destroying myself. Arent there anything you wanna say to me..? Tell me to go to hell, me attention seeker..? what i can say is. Really..? I want to too. YES i am so insignificant. But im not trying to seek attention. First, i wanna waste space that i finally own. I dont wanna continue. Cuz i needa go. Peeekers are bugggginnn meeee. Tata! :D
BTW, I LOVE JOSEPHINE YEE
LOVE&JOY
«8:09 PM»
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